Small promises

I realised my mistakes. Everything, I know it was my fault. My temper and my dream of perfect girlfriend. But I love you as I had before. I hope you can give me another chance for me to set things right again.

Those small promises, you may have already forgotten.

To give me a chance when you finally ready to love again. Because you told me you are tired to love and your family problems caused to be afraid. So if you loved someone else instead of me during these times, you are lying to yourself. 

I just hope you can give me a chance when you want to love again. And in the mean time you promised me that you will not talk to other guys …

But you have failed. I am so sad …

But it was unreasonable for me to do so.

I am sorry. 

I just hope you can keep all those promises so that I know that I am special in your life and not just another of your past. 😦

 

How stupid I am to believe we have

How stupid I am to believe we have hope again when she does the same thing to me again and again. And she expect me to chase her back and she will consider. LOL. For once in her life, please let her think that she has to chase me . Not i chase you anymore. STUPID ME! Her basic instincts are out. So fast so quick to layan other guys even when she promised me she will not. She promised me that she will not talk to other guys and look at her now, how many guys did she flirt and talk with?

OMFG How stupid i am.

She does not even give a shit about me. Look at all these times. I was the one who find her i was the one who missed her. She wanted to move on and delete me from her life. so bad. What am i doing? still waiting for her? A FLIRT A PLAYER! FORVER THE SAME.

I BET LESS THAN A MONTH SHE WILL BE WITH AN ANOTHER GUY.. Always blamed me for being insecure but look at her. how can i not be? she promised and lied. whats what she is LIARIARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

One sided pain

Why do I even care so much about her? It is not like she cares about me.

How many days passed and never once she miss me and find me.

It is true. What i said was all true. Just a few days after our breakup, you immediately find guys. How stupid am I to think that you will keep all the promises.

Dump me just like that to find a new guy. Bravo.

All the tears i shed. All the pain i suffered. Ever since we breakup. You dont even feel a thing. Go ahead and find another guy in less than a week.

It is so obvious that people are flirting with you and you still reply them. Bravo. Thats what you always do. I am so dumb to believe that you will keep the promises. SO STUPID OF ME.

I am so worthless. Played again and again by the same woman. What. three years ago nothing happened between us. I remembered you saying that. So funny, you were flirting around with me that time and around playing guys. And you act innocent. You said what you will keep the promise and will give me a chance. 

LOL

So early. I was right. Stray out and find new guys that fast. How can i believe you